My heart breaks with every day I get older. My early twenties, every adventure and relationship I had makes me smile everytime I think abou them. I value every friend I ever had I will never forget some of those moments we shared. Wouldn't it be nice if we could stay in those moments live in those places and spend all our time with those people we loved.
There are a few friends that have stayed with me for a long time, I believe they'll always be there and I think that it comes from understanding. Our time is precious, we can't always spend every moment with eachother, espcially because we live across the globe. Our love is always there.
Unfortunately, not all of us share the same goals, even more unfortunate some of us those move on from those times. I do my best to leave a positive impression and hopefully a wonderful impact with everyone I've ever spent time with. I have to grow up though. If my friends refuse to grow with me, it's sad but necessary that I must move on.
The lesson that my age is teaching me, is that time goes by so quickly. I have learned that every person on this planet has a passion, most of them for the friends and family,sometimes for their work, some even for their hobbies. I learned that each and everyone of them is more than happy to share their passion, share their love, but each and everyone of them has precious little time to accomplish everything they'd like to.
I definitely am a dreamer. There are so many things that I was inspired by and aspired to do and failed to accomplish most of them. I used to feel conflicted believing that it was because I wasn't trying hard enough, I didn't put enough effort forward. The real reason is because their simply isnt enough time to accomplish everything. I find solace knowing that the dreams that are important I am fulfilling, the dreams that matter the most are the dreams I will accomplish.
I'd like to have everyone I ever had love for be there with me, to help them accomplish their aspirations in anyways I can, and enjoy their company while they enjoy mine.
Fulfilling obligations, taking responsibility for my actions, and being prepared for the consequences of my decisions are not fun. It's not easy. Sadly sometimes it even means letting go of some people you love.
I'm 28. I have many years ahead of me. Those years go by so quickly so making the most of the time I have is crucial. If I had advice to the people strugging with their quarter life crisis', the people scared of the upcoming 30's it would simply be precious the time of the one you love. Time is the most important gift someone can give you.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)

1 comment:
You sound just like me...Blogging sure does help doesn't it?!
Post a Comment